The time that I dread coming finally came. Suddenly, I feel all these disappointment bubbling up in me. And the worse part is I have to pretend I'm okay when I'm obviously not. I don't know how I should feel. This is the time when I really want to just hole up and stay by myself. But I have too many responsibilities and obligations that I have to meet. Really tired of smiling and being okay. Really tired of putting exclamation marks and smiley faces in my messages when I don't feel like it but I'm putting it there cause people don't deserve my hostility.
Is it weird that I just want someone to ask me about me, about how I am feeling and be able to see past my facade?
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